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	<title>Conscious Anima</title>
	<link>http://consciousanima.net</link>
	<description>Wanderings in Search of Insight by Sajid Sadi</description>
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		<title>Snow&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://consciousanima.net/2007/11/26/snow/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 26 Nov 2007 19:07:50 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Hmm&#8230;
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Hmm&#8230;<br />
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		<title>Only forward&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://consciousanima.net/2007/11/03/only-forward/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 04 Nov 2007 02:08:09 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;Life is backwards.&#8221; That is how a recent conversation started. Perhaps life is backwards. Perhaps the universe itself is. But one thing is certain: we plow the uncharted waters of both. We cannot know the beginning or the ending, and as such, perhaps the concept of backwardness is itself strange. However, we still have choice, [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>&#8220;Life is backwards.&#8221; That is how a recent conversation started. Perhaps life is backwards. Perhaps the universe itself is. But one thing is certain: we plow the uncharted waters of both. We cannot know the beginning or the ending, and as such, perhaps the concept of backwardness is itself strange. However, we still have choice, for motion bestows a frame of reference. Within this frame, we can turn, and we can choose&#8230; up or down, left or right, to or fro, and ultimately, where and what we gaze towards. It is our lot as sailors in these seas to have these choices.</p>
<p> <a href="http://consciousanima.net/2007/11/03/only-forward/#more-31" class="more-link">(more&#8230;)</a></p>
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		<title>Polar Opposites?</title>
		<link>http://consciousanima.net/2007/10/16/polar-opposites/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 17 Oct 2007 02:50:34 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;Giving&#8221; and &#8220;taking&#8221;&#8230; these are words with interesting layers of meaning. They are somehow like &#8220;good&#8221; and &#8220;evil&#8221;: words charged with meanings beyond their lexical definitions, except insofar as they are thankfully uncharged by the undertones of religion, which makes clear discussion of the latter pair nearly impossible. One must wonder, though, if they are [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>&#8220;Giving&#8221; and &#8220;taking&#8221;&#8230; these are words with interesting layers of meaning. They are somehow like &#8220;good&#8221; and &#8220;evil&#8221;: words charged with meanings beyond their lexical definitions, except insofar as they are thankfully uncharged by the undertones of religion, which makes clear discussion of the latter pair nearly impossible. One must wonder, though, if they are so charged by nature of nurture of those qualities. After all, while words may be naively postulated to be the formalized description of facts, their meaning (and by transfer, they themselves) are also the children of the society which engendered them, and thus carry the undeniable stamp of their parentage. Actually, these words are good levers to pry open a different issue: the polarity of words itself (the reason for which I will leave till the end). For while the polarity of words is common knowledge, the significance of this polarity is only vaguely acknowledged by the collective psyche.<br />
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		<title>Perspective</title>
		<link>http://consciousanima.net/2007/04/06/perspective/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 06 Apr 2007 05:33:31 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Perspective is a terrible mistress. Until you have it, you don&#8217;t know what it is. Once you have it, you can&#8217;t not have it. No matter how much you want to not have it. It&#8217;s like having the eyelids removed&#8230; like seeing a car crash in front of your eyes: you want to look away, [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Perspective is a terrible mistress. Until you have it, you don&#8217;t know what it is. Once you have it, you can&#8217;t not have it. No matter how much you want to not have it. It&#8217;s like having the eyelids removed&#8230; like seeing a car crash in front of your eyes: you want to look away, and yet you can&#8217;t. So the mistress commands that one must watch. Once opened, the eyes can never close.<br />
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		<title>The Nirvana of Thoughts</title>
		<link>http://consciousanima.net/2007/02/26/the-nirvana-of-thoughts/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 26 Feb 2007 22:32:21 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Continued from a previous post&#8230; Coding Nirvana
At the end of the last post, I spoke of the parallels between all acts of thought and creativity. However, to start off, let&#8217;s just go back to programming for a bit. In that context, looking at many people, many projects, many failures, I feel fairly confident in saying [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Continued from a previous post&#8230; <a href="/2007/02/10/coding-nirvana/" class="internal">Coding Nirvana</a></p>
<p>At the end of the last post, I spoke of the parallels between all acts of thought and creativity. However, to start off, let&#8217;s just go back to programming for a bit. In that context, looking at many people, many projects, many failures, I feel fairly confident in saying that everyone undergoes these stages of evolution of discipline. However, &#8220;all&#8221; and &#8220;everyone&#8221; is qualified here by the condition that the practitioner is in fact trying to change. Legion are those who do not fall within this category. In coding, we disparagingly call them &#8220;code monkeys.&#8221; These people exist only within a field, but are not versed in any discipline. Like monkeys, given appropriate training, these members of society can do certain things. However, they do not think about what they do (insofar as the discipline is concerned), and therefore never transcend their current situation. They may be excellent workers, and accomplished at their tasks. However, they do not evolve. To return to the metaphors of Buddhism, they do not progress in the eternal cycle.</p>
<p>This brings forth an interesting issue: the concept of progress of thought. What is it, and how can we achieve it? Well, withholding disbelief of what I have said in the last post, then progress is to move from exploration to structure to overarching concepts. But even accepting all the caveats, how do we go about achieving this progress? After all, to ask thoughts to evolve is just as ludicrous as asking genes to evolve. While we can engineer genes, that is not evolution. There is no discovery, no mistake, no hindsighted explanations of the order of things involved. It is merely construction, where the knowledge comes <em>a priori</em>. It&#8217;s the same fallacy that infects attempts to teach innovation, or creativity, or interest. These things, like progress in though, cannot be constructed. They can only be nurtured, from within and from without.</p>
<p>Having twisted one question into another, we are still short of an answer to the question of how to nurture progress in thought. Frankly, I don&#8217;t quite know (or I would be out there giving grandiose lectures on how to do it). I do know, though, a few ways not to do it. Perhaps the easiest way to fail is to become too fond of one&#8217;s own thoughts. It is quite natural, since across the board, we hold all our own possessions as more valuable than the rest. That is not to say that one should not take ownership of thoughts. Thoughts must be owned to be examined and pursued. It is even necessary to defend the idea, and temper it through critical discourse. However, to defend does not mean to defend till death. A good strategist of thoughts must be willing to give way when the situation demands it. Giving way on thoughts leads to an understanding of good thoughts and bad, and a capability to discard those without merit. Without this, there can be no evolution, because the most meritorious thoughts are not allowed to flourish above the rest</p>
<p>Another way to lose the path is to become too lazy or too secure; to rest on one&#8217;s laurels. Good ideas, thoughts, and plans are all hard to come by. Even when a good one has been identified and made to flourish, the temptation is to keep squeezing that one thought instead of cultivating new disciplines. But an unused blade dulls with time, and likewise the keenness and ability to nurture good disciplines erodes with disuse. As much as it is necessary to have patience to succeed, it is necessary to have audacity to explore. While a good discipline can bring tangible benefits, it cannot bring forth other good disciplines, and the search, it seems, must always go on.</p>
<p>If there is an apparent tension between waiting to nurture, and jumping to explore, then it is perhaps made worse by the need to act. Thoughts are, ultimately, immaterial. It is possible to think about thoughts, and about actions, and about acting. To communicate and hold discourse, it necessary to act in some way, be it speaking, writing, or building. As long as the thought is not expressed, it is always safe in the confines of the mind. Once expressed, it interacts with other thoughts and becomes discourse. Some of the discourse attacks the idea, and becomes critique. The idea fights back, and that is defense. However, it all begins with expression. Even if the whole of the idea cannot be expressed so simply, it must be made tangible to make a difference. It is easy to shelter the thoughts too much, avoiding the tempering which allows it to grow (or to die, as perhaps it should).</p>
<p>Ultimately, there are no recipes for succeeding and attaining this nirvana of thoughts. As with the nirvana of the soul, the path for each is rich and varied, and cannot be prescribed, because by the act of prescribing itself, the thought is doomed. Many thoughts will never make it. Some will be deserving and fail. A few will make it all the way. We the creators have the duty to oversee the thoughts in this cycle, and to keep the cycle going, so that we may have the privilege of experiencing the success of the few.</p>
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		<title>Coding Nirvana</title>
		<link>http://consciousanima.net/2007/02/10/coding-nirvana/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 10 Feb 2007 22:56:06 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I have come to realize that there are basically three stages in things that require thinking, repeated continuously. It&#8217;s like the Buddhist eternal cycle. It begins anew with every new skill, and if one does not bother to build upon the previous experience and attempt to acheive the next level of coding existence, the only [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I have come to realize that there are basically three stages in things that require thinking, repeated continuously. It&#8217;s like the Buddhist eternal cycle. It begins anew with every new skill, and if one does not bother to build upon the previous experience and attempt to acheive the next level of coding existence, the only fate that awaits it the inevitable repetation of the past.</p>
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		<title>Walking the razor&#8217;s edge&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://consciousanima.net/2007/02/07/walking-the-razors-edge/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 07 Feb 2007 07:23:16 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I was talking to a friend of mine about starting this blog. He said something interesting. He said he didn&#8217;t like to write in a blog because he liked to keep his thoughts to himself. That got me thinking about this entry. For me, writing in this blog is like walking on a razor. Thoughts [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I was talking to a friend of mine about starting this blog. He said something interesting. He said he didn&#8217;t like to write in a blog because he liked to keep his thoughts to himself. That got me thinking about this entry. For me, writing in this blog is like walking on a razor. Thoughts are divided into two pools by its sides: on one side lies the thoughts never spoken; on the other lies the thoughts only meant to be spoken. Here I want to speak the thoughts in between, that are carefully chosen to be spoken.</p>
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		<title>Naming a website&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://consciousanima.net/2007/01/29/naming-a-website/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 29 Jan 2007 19:13:06 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Naming a website is one of those problems that has slowly complicated itself to near-impossibility. Sadly, I realize that I am old enough to be from the last generation that recalls computers not being connected to the internet. Now, of course, everything.com/net/org is owned by Verisign, the Russian mafia, or some random dude with a [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Naming a website is one of those problems that has slowly complicated itself to near-impossibility. Sadly, I realize that I am old enough to be from the last generation that recalls computers <em>not</em> being connected to the internet. Now, of course, everything.com/net/org is owned by Verisign, the Russian mafia, or some random dude with a business degree, a not-so-useful idea, and dreams of riches. Regardless, the quest for a meaninful name continues, and I thought it might be nice to chronicle one such quest.<br />
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		<title>The Blog and the Belief</title>
		<link>http://consciousanima.net/2007/01/19/the-blog-and-the-belief/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 19 Jan 2007 06:21:37 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Today I had the opportunity to head Meg Houlihan, the food blogger, talk about what she did. As I listened to her, I realized that the best and smartest people on the planet are basically fighting the same fight with themselves.
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Today I had the opportunity to head Meg Houlihan, the food blogger, talk about what she did. As I listened to her, I realized that the best and smartest people on the planet are basically fighting the same fight with themselves.<br />
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